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In my life there are very few people who actually know me for who I really am, and not who I pretend to be. Unfortunately
that number keeps dropping and I dont know who really knows me anymore. If you think you do I can almost for sure tell you
that you are wrong. However if you are one of few who know one thing about me I'll do anything for you.
Through my life I learned one major thing; Some people care and some people pretend to. I am yet to fully understand
why or who these people are in my life that just pretend.
Everybody has a mask where they hide behind sometimes. Forcing everybody out, not letting other
people see the real them. Hiding every emotion they feel forgetting how to trust, forgetting how to life.
There are always gonna be people in your life that care, and people who pretend to. The thing is you have to find out
what people are; if they are or if they dont. Sounds much easier than it really is, ive been trying for as long as i can remember
and i still can't tell. I guess people are good at what they do. Using. Using me for what they want wither its for a friend
for now thats just gonna leave, someone to borrow stuff from, or just someone else to talk to.
If you think you understand me you most likely dont. Like i said before very few people do. Just when i think someone
does they leave or just don't try anymore, thats why the number of people who care keep dropping.
Don't hold on. Nothing last forever but the earth and sky..
Don't believe me if you find it to hard to, but just understand if you can. All what I said isnt a lie. No matter what
other attention other people seek out for writing shit like this, this is real, so real its scary sometimes.
I'm saying this now because i know that if i did ever talk to you at school or anywhere i shy away from people; even
my best friends. I never tell them what im thinking about or tell the truth. Its gotten to be a instinct with me now when
people ask how i am. How are you? okay. Thats all i say if you really want to know get to know me. Show me your not like the
others.
Everything you read forget it, its done its gone, its behind like we all will be someday. Gone. Only alive in people's
memories or dreams. That is if people dont forget about you.
Live, Love, Fear.. Dont be scared to just be careful
The world isnt as nice at it seems...
Believe... Just believe
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